FUCK IT

Lon don.mp3

Fuck, it is christmas again, the title, is a personal thing between me and DEMPS and JOE. Every time I miss london, i play that song, because that is the only 'link' left that i can hold on to between me and my friend. Dude I fucking miss our drunk nights together where we(you) take the guitar and just start playing. GOD. I have a couple of questions for you...

Have you given up?
It feels like I'm about to, but then everytime I listen to the song. I feel like I can continue with the whole music thing. So that means that I will have to get up on the proverbial horse, and go for guitar lessons again...

How the FUCK could you??
You were in S.A and you didn't even let me know? Maybe you didnt have my cellphone number, i mailed it to you like 3 or 4 times, i even tried to contact you after the london bombings...

Is this the way to live?
Working for MAMMON to satisfy MAMMON. Not considering that you are the most important? That music is the way to live?

Enough.
Im just depressed because it is fucking the day when MAMMON smiles the most. And that I have realized that 2,5 years has passed and I haven't gotten much better with the guitar, i was slacking. I hate myself for that. I want to make music, but the people around me wont listen, i tried with BLACK SHEEP BLASPHEMY, I am trying with BLOUMOORD. But eventually it boils down to my dedication. I fucking HATE this GODDAMNED place! I also know that I probably would hate it somewhere else as well...

Fuck all of you! Shit-fucking heads! Motherfuckers!
I am not happy, I am quite pissed off. I will let all of you know how the fuck I am feeling, even if all of you will find out when it's too late. When you finally decide to talk. It might be too late, i might be too busy....

MERRY GODDAMNED, MOTHERFUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!!

I Dont Know

There will be a consistency happening throughout my post, and the first one to figure it out wins a autographed photo of mine! Not really....

A quick update...
... as promised. I started working at 2nd avenue Cafe (as a waiter) when I returned from London, there I met a dude called Maarten, we shared our love of music and our pet peeves of music. From there I moved on to work at Stones as a barman, for about 8 months, there I met an assortment of interesting people, from Jireh through to the Fluffmonster. Jireh also shared my love of music.

After 4 months of working at Stones, a lot of things happened, I met my current girlfriend there, I started a band called Black Sheep Blasphemy, you can see one of our practise sessions on youtube.com. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZfQsSk6Y3A <---- that is the link to the video, make sure you have broadband though.
The band broke up 5 weeks later....

Now I am working at a book store, a pretty cool place that gives me enough time to study, sleep and do the things that I like to do, like working on my new Afrikaans project, which I still need to get a name for.

My girlfriend just left for her home in kuruman, so the shitty time starts now. No more visiting her after work, no more quarrels about inconsistent little things. Some freedom for me yes, but I will genuinely miss her.

It looks like my friend Sickhumor started posting as well. Life is good.

That is the short update that I have been promising you people. Feel free to post comments or mail me, you know my mail.

P.S Hello to new viewers Matau and Biggs

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New post at last

Good fuck
It feels weird to have adsl, i officially upgraded about 2 hours ago, now i need to go through the whole 2 years since i have posted and sort things out chronologically and update you guys on my life here in sunny old sa.

Made Peace

Its been almost a year or more, since i last posted, wow. I am studying psychology at the moment, working at Stones (www.partyinbloem.co.za for more info) and working on a band project called Black Sheep Blasphemy. I also have a girlfriend at the moment, she ROCKS. Will fill all one of you in with more details in the near future, right now i am Fucking tired.

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